If you want to understand the true meaning of life you have to look to the story of Judah and Jesus. Judah was a baptist and Jesus was a jew. Jesus looked at Judah and said how about you baptise me. Judah looked at Jesus and said "for what reason?" Jesus replied back "So I can understand you and your customs." Judah baptised Jesus and said "you are now one of us." Jesus said "thank you Judah but you have always been one of my people and always will be." Judah replied "but I'm not a jew" and Jesus replied "you be anybody you wish to be, Judah and remain in the house of the Lord for all your days". and so he did with his people and their people and all people who would do Gods will. Judah wa suprised at Jesus when Jesus said this and he said "why would you want me" and Jesus said "because a friend of my fathers is a friend of mine" and Judah said "but I don't know your Father" and Jesus said "of course you do" and Judah said "but I have never met him and Jesus said you have Judah you just don't remember". "Where can I find him?" asked Judah and Jesus said "he is among us" and Judah looked around and said "which one? and Jesus replied "well all of them for they where all created in the image of my father." "In what way?" asked Judah. "In very very many ways" said Jesus. "I see" said Judah. "So your father looked like us?" "He looked diffrent but he felt the same way as all the people feel." "With love in his heart for each and every person on the earth." "Even the bad? said Judah. "Yes even them" replied Jesus. "Why?" asked Judah. "Because they no not the error of their ways." "Then we shall tell them" said Judah. "and so we shall" replied Jesus and to this day they are trying to instruct. God bless them and their lofty goals to bring peace on earth and good will towards men. For it is with their guidance that we set forth on a journey that nobody on earth really understands but in their eyes their can be no wrong only the people of the Lord to share with us their lives and stories as we travel throughout our own.

There will be a time when the game is over. There can be only one winner. If you have the wish to want to be the one then you have to understand that the players you are playing against have a high score that has never been beaten. That doesn't detour me. I have risen from the ashes to the realm of a god. I don't think theres anything that can stop me now.

I look forward to seeing the possibilities of the ocurance of all there is to see. Many secrets have been kept that will be unearthed. Eventually they wil all be revealed. I listen to the sound of possibilities. A possibility sounds something like a diverse assortment of diffrent things. The noise things make brings me to a place of enjoyment and takes me back to a time when things seemed much more cut and dry. Today things seem much more complicated and confusing.The sounds of things from my childhood can make me feel like things have regressed back to the time of ease of thought and less chaotic beliefs of the world and it's current state. To forget all that I have learned would bring me to a state of simplistic existance but alas my knowledge is permanent and will reamin for all of my days. To forget would bring bliss but also an ignorance of extremeity that could only cause bewilderment. To be bewildered is to be confused or uncertain and this is best to be avoided. If you wish to avoid confusion look for the answers to all that leaves you with a curiosity of appeal and a question of complexity. There is no way you could ever solve all thee agonizing questions that plague your own mind. This alone can bring extreme mental unrest and will cause some people to constantly search for the answers throughout their entire life.