To many times I have believed I would fail only to do so. My victory's are often to few and far between. Today I have come to realize that a true victory must factually be a true victory and not just a won battle. To ensure the victory has been succeeded imagine with what you have started with, what you wanted to change about the starting point and count the endless way in which you've changed it. If you have truly changed something for the better you will have to ask yourself why is it better. Does it belong or does it solve only a partial problem in which case there is more work to be done. Whenever a problem is solved with a definitive solution you have accomplished something that is now open to the judgment of time and other onlookers. It is during this period that we will determine your solution as viable or an intent at the problem fixing that doesn't quite do the job. My problem was the fact that I need to build a better website than Facebook. Now technically I believe  have archived that goal butt as long as Facebook has more users than me I still have a problem to work through. I have many good solutions to over coming the user inefficacy on ning.spruz and will be starting to implement solutions over the next few weeks. Please keep and eye on both sites as we will be grading them on multiple criteria. Any feed back on the sites and mechanics of them is considered helpful and will be received with great appreciation.

    I have said this before and I will say it again. To be denounced is to be ridiculed by a person for that persons own well being or social stature. I have been denounced many times but to stand for such in justice will never suffice. I have ridiculed many and to this day to my own personal dismay I have seen the turmoil it will cause another. To brainwash a person against another person is a social injustice and should never be tolerated. Throughout history it has shown to many times bring cruelty and injustice to a social class of people. I will not tolerate or should yourselves or others. To disrespect me should be to die, among the living you no longer belong because you have become something that will breed and spread to the minds of others. Do not wish to harm me by defamation thou will not tolerate this as I swear to punish those who cause me damages. As I personally abide by my own rules and wish you no harm but will respect your self image as you will respect mine.

    I found myself far from where it began. I looked back to the beginning to see how far I had come. It was a long walk back to where I had started from. To turn back now was a ridiculous thought. The longer I walked the more my legs hurt. I started ahead again on a brisk pace and new that the further I went the faster it'd go. I had heard that along my way many times. I'm not sure if I even truly believed it. Did it go faster, and if so how was that possible? I would have to see for myself when I get there I guessed. To have come this far was a testament to my own resolve at least I knew that much. Many times I had wanted to quit. I wouldn't have come this far but it was just to much despair inside of me if I had to go back to my humble beginnings. I had accomplished so much as if that really mattered. What did matter was the place I had started was as uncomfortable as uncomfortable could be and I could bear the uncomfortableness no longer. I had to move onward an upward so I had thought. To move upward was a figurative thought and to me it meant to move to a more comfortable position as if this was comfortable and so it seems that the distance traveled was all in my head. For it must be because the more I traveled the more obstacles stood in my way from achieving my goal. The goal, that was the motivation. The motivation was there to help me achieve the goal but the goal once reached seemed no longer like a goal at all but more like a milestone. Alas to some day find the true treasure and what was that treasure to be. For something would motivate me upon my way, the goal so it be called I suppose was worth all the effort if it in fact it could be attained. I have for one have never been satisfied with the end results or for the journey traveled for which it was obtained. It seemed tedious to me. Far to much effort for such little reward but unbenounced to me somebody somewhere was supposedly enjoying it. For who they are I didn't know nor did I care.  I just wanted it to be over and the sooner the better.