Today came a day of little importance. I moved forward at a brisk pace not knowing exactly where I was heading. Things seemed to fall into place on their own accord. Waitng for the things to happen in accordance of the preconcieved benouncement was the hard part. It seemed things where moving in slow motion around me. the faster I willed things to happen the slower things seemed to move. I can hardly stand the monanty of the life laid out before me. I did my best to encourage myself to stay on the course I had set forth for myself. When we get there this will all seem like a distant past. Once I reach my destination there is no going back to the previous place I have renounced throughout my time here.
I get turned on by some funny stuff. I'm not really into like full blown kinkiness or at least I wouldn't consider myself to be a kinky person but I do have a few fetishes. Some of them are a little out of the ordinary. For instance I have this one fetish about being tied up and thrown in the ocean and then rescued by a mermaid. I think this fantasy comes from when I was a kid and I used to dream of mermaids and always wanted to meet one. Well one day its gonna happen. Now don't go telling me mermaids don't exist. You don't know cause they are in fact real and as soon as I meet one I will prove it to you. As far as some of my other turn ons I guess what really gets me excited is people who tell other people to shut the fuck up. I love when a woman just looks at a man and tells him to shut his mouth. To me thats a big turn on because the woman seems assertive like a dominatrix or something. If she will be assertive in a conversation she will be assertive in the bedroom or so I would like to believe.
