I looked upon myself with great enthiusasm. It was the beginning of the end. Today was a day of  importance because something somehow was going to happen that was going to change everything or so i thought but it hasn't happened yet. I am still waiting. when the enlightenment happens there will be a coming of the lord and everyone will see who I am. That will be the beginning of the end and a whole nother life for me. A new start being someone i have never been before all i can do now is wait.

Here is the funny thing about life. You never really know where it is your going.You know where you wanna go.You might do things and make decisions that you think will get you there. But it isn't entirely up to you is it? Somewhere along the line you have to rely on somebody else to do what you want them to do to make what you want to happen, happen and this is when things get all F'd up. 

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The story of Elijah and Ellan. This is the story of Elijah and Ellan. Ellan is a beutiful temptress and Elijah is a dutiful servant of Ellan's. Together the pair fell in love and soon became a duo of in excessible excession. They frolicked in the sun under the rare occurance of rain they took shelter in the arms of each other. One day while hiding from the glares of the sun under an oak tree that provided an abundance of shade they looked into each others souls and realized there where no people suited for each other then the two of them where suited for each other. They basked in the notion that they where the most two compatible souls on the planet. As they where thinking this a giant unforseen acclamaited acclamation occurred. The planet began to tremble and shake beneath them and the stars came out. The sun hid amongst the clouds and everything from start to finish began to take shape. There where huge explosions and giant surges of wind and rain. The two began to run for their shelter knowing at the exact moment the trembling and violent agressions of unacclaimated weather started that they most likely wouldn't make it to see another sunrise. The planet was exploding with molten lava and the tempertures where unbearable as for the two of them could remember they had never seen a winter climate and didn't expect they ever would. The planet had been warming out of control since thier early childhood and it was far beyond repair. This new weather occurance was the last of many and everybody knew the end was near. Now it had finally arrived. As they tore of in the direction of thier shelter they held hands refusing to let go the hand of the other no matter how trementulous the weather got. They finally arrived at thier resting point when the world violently exploded in one huge burst of brilliance and dazzle that any one alive to witness it would have been amazed but this time the planet made its final finally unseen by anyone thier was no one left alive to see the rapture of its ultimite demise. Elijah awoke in a strange place. This is not his home he realized upon opening his eyes. I am some place strange. The thoughts provoked his mind in ways that where sure to beriddle anybody whomever had a coherent notion. Where the hell am I he thought. This isn't any place I have ever been or any place beknowst to me. This is place of bemusement of course but I wish to be back with Ellan in my nest or out on the water enjoying the company of my companion. Not here in this well, whatever it was. Well I'm here he thought I might as well find out where the hell here is. He looked at his surroundings trying to determine what it is he could about them. He mused that people where afoot and none of them where dressed in any way he had ever seen. What the gods name are they wearing he wondered. They where dressed as if to hippcrosize the others and where bemusing at tthe notion or so it seemed. He noticed his own clothes where all so difrent and he was dressed similiar to the people around him. Ah, where am I? He stammered. You know where you are said one of them. Your on planet Entoine and you with the people who found you first. That is us said one of the others. The first to claim you. Claim me? said Elijah. You can't claim me I'm a person and therfor can't be claimed. Well it so has it you can be claimed stammered the man and we have done just that. Well fuck you said Elijah. Nobody is claiming me. Well fuck you said the man but you have been claimed and grabbed Elijah by the arm grasping him brutaly. Get your damn hands off me screamed Elijah and struggled to free himself. The man who had grabbed him slapped him hard. You listen motherfucker your mine I own you and you do as I say. I what? asked Elijah. You heard me said the man. Now on with your ass. and pulled Elijah in the direction he was heading. Where are you taking me? asked Elijah. Where going to your new quarters and you better get used to it. You cause me any problems and you will soon meet your demise. Fine said Elijah realizing he was outnumbered out strengthed and out gunned. Thats right said the man right this way. He half dragged half manipulated Elijah down a galley of old huts and taverns that looked as if the likes of them where never maintained and half the people the owned them never moved the crap that was laying around them. This is great thought Elijah where the fuck am I and who are these assholes that are ordering me about. I need to get the fuck out of here. This is no place for me I'm nobodies servant. He stammered to the man. Where are you taking me? You will see soon enough said the man. As they walked on Elijah noticed some bums sitting outside the refuge of an old building. What the fuck you got there one of them asked the man dragging Elijah. Gots me a new slave.He just came from that planet that exploded. Well I'll be exclaimed the bum. Ain't you lucky. I sure am said the man dragging Elijah. Wish I had found me one of them exclaimed the bum. Well this one heres mine said the man and hes a keeper. Fine said the bum and went back to talking and conversing with the other bums in the vicinity. You could at least tell me where your taking me said Elijah. I told you I'm taking you to your quarters said the man and we are gonna be there in ten minutes. Now keep walking. They walked at a brisk pace now with the man pulling in this direction or that several of the men who where with him when Elijah awoke where following only a few steps behind. They arrived at a house in a clearing that look dilapitated to say the least. Your gonna live in the basement said the man and dragged Elijah down an embankment towards an old rusty door. The man opened it and threw Elijah into the opening. Elijah stumbled but landed up right still on his feet. Goddamit he exclaimed. Shut the fuck up the man yelled and slammed the door behind him. Elijah looked at his surroundings. Well I'll be he thought this is a straight up dungeon. He looked from left to right and noticed nothing on the walls he looked up an noticed the cieling was cracked and dirty.