There won't be a moment that I can recall that will bring this period of anxiety to a final end. The truth is that the further along I go the longer it seems I have to wait. Eventually I know it's coming but time is completely at a stand still.

Don't ever let the game become anything other than a game. We where put here for a purpose and that purpose was the game. This why where here and there is no other reason. Have fun with it enjoy it and don't ever question the motive. Anybody who feels different will look back at this and realize they took it and themselves much to seriously. Live, love and give back but don't give to much of yourself that you feel you have lost who you are. The purpose is to belong in a community and not to let the community belong to you but to expect the others will define their own purpose. Don't tell them who they are and don't let them explain themselves to the point they are over explaining. Just accept everybody for their own personal beliefs. I wish the best to all of you and I hope things turn out to be great in the end as I know they will. If you look to the horizon be one with the world and don't let yourself be consumed by the hatred of insecurities that plague even the most confident people. We all have our faults and our weaknesses. Mine is that I can't see the good in some of the people who rule the earth but I know they have to have some kind of a righteous purpose other than their own egos for their actions. Anyways we can only hope. I know that when I look at life as the beginning of the journey I have to look at the rest of the world and say some have to believe this is the end.

There was a place in time that time stopped looked and progressed. They would say well how could that happen but I know it did. How did time look at itself? It looked by imagining the concoction of dillusion and what has been dilluded. In order to have a dillusion of time you have to have a paradox of the norm. A paradox is created when two things can be distingushly happening at diffent locations but at the same time. It is a place where the road divides it self and either path can lead to diffrent places in time. This is how the universe works. Make one decision it sets off a change in events that lead to one point in time, make a diffrent decision it will lead you someplace diffrent in time. By looking at these locations one can confidently say that you will end up in either location depending on your decesion. Once you have travelled to your destination another decision will present itself to you further progressing you forward and so on and so on. In order for time to stop you have to make no decisions and sit in one place with absolutely nothing happening. As impossible as this seems it could happen if all the world was to come to an end. If the world comes to an end and all life has ceased to exist time has in all retrospect come to a halt. When this happens time will look at itself and have to make a decision of it's own. This decision will be to resume it's existence and recreate another space time continium that will support life or whether to remain irrelevant. I doubt time will want to remain irrelevant so time will look at itself and recreate another world in which time can control the events which will take place. In order for time to do this time will have to change the events in time by adding something somehow to the realm in which it controls. The one thing time needs to set forth a new beginning is the one thing time needed in the past. The only thing needed is a beginning and an end. To begin time will add to the realm a start of life. A simple seed a molecule that will progress and evolve beyond the greatest imagination of even the greatest minds to ever exist. To have an end time only needs something to bring to an end the existance of all the seeds that have been set forth by the one seed time introduced. But why would time do this? The reason is beyond the understanding of the minds of this realm and we will likely never know the reason. All we can do is accept that this is time and time is beyond the comparison of anything we have ever imagined. To understand time you have to understand the actual creation of all which is known to man and for that to happen you would have to become a billion times smarter than we already are. To become a billion times smarter we would have to recreate our own brains to the point of all the brain power and all the computer power ever known to man and although this seems possible I highly doubt that it is. The reason I don't think it's possible is because the laws of the universe won't allow it due to the fact that if you ever where to get that smart you would be smarter than even the being who created the realm in which we live.