Today was a day that started off on accord of all the rest. I woke up in turmoil and expected a vector of completion but I found myself right where I was, waiting for something to come to fruitation. Eventually everything has to come to be the way it was planned. If things do perfectly perplex to the status of completion then all will manifest to my liking.

There won't be a moment that I can recall that will bring this period of anxiety to a final end. The truth is that the further along I go the longer it seems I have to wait. Eventually I know it's coming but time is completely at a stand still.

The night is a state of peace and tranquality. There is no movement other than my own. I write to explain the nights significance. Tonight we could have all been saved from our burdens and lifted up to our desireful pletaeus whatever those may be. But there is something holding us back and I can't try to explain to you what I think that is. Everybody has to think for themself and decide their own obstacles they have to over come.