I didn't ever feel dismissive about my life but there where times when I could dismiss things for reasons I never even knew.  If there is something you don't care about that you should you can't condemn yourself for not caring. Somethings matter and some things don't at least to some people. If you want  to understand why that is you would have to understand the persons persona. My own persona is one of pertenential beliefs, The belief that all things good and bad can happen for any reason. If bad things happen you have to let it go. Don't dwell upon it. That will make you unhappy. You have to look at it dismiss it and move on. The past is the past and the future is certainly to have more of the good and the bad in store be ready but don't over indulge in the future either. The best thing to do is live in the present at the moment of consciousness concious, where your mind is physically and physiologicaly. Becoming to involved with cognotive thought will over illuminate a diffrent part of your life that you can' t even be at at the particualr time. Why go there. Stay within your realm and do whatever makes you happiest at the particular moment. Whatever that may be. People who do always look to the future or dwell on the past go through life in momentary cognocios and don't really interact as much with the world around them. Don't be one of these people. Try to take in your surroundings as much as you can for the things that surround you are what matter in a manner of speaking. If your unhappy with your surroundings ask yourself why that is and move to a new location. If your having problems relocating yourself ask yourself why that is. If there is a reason ask yourself whats the reason for the reason. If there is a reason beyond your control learn to accept that. If there is a reason you can manage manage it to the best of your ability. Don't look back and don't live with regrets. The better you feel about yourself the better off you will be. Don't let others influence your opinion of yourself. Your own view is the only view that matters. As long as you feel you are a person that meets your expectations then others have to accpet you for who you are. Believe it or not your are exactly who you are suppose to be.

I don't listen to the voices of authority but I know they have to listen to mine. If they claim they don't hear me I know they are lying. They are hanging on my every single word.

There was a place in time that time stopped looked and progressed. They would say well how could that happen but I know it did. How did time look at itself? It looked by imagining the concoction of dillusion and what has been dilluded. In order to have a dillusion of time you have to have a paradox of the norm. A paradox is created when two things can be distingushly happening at diffent locations but at the same time. It is a place where the road divides it self and either path can lead to diffrent places in time. This is how the universe works. Make one decision it sets off a change in events that lead to one point in time, make a diffrent decision it will lead you someplace diffrent in time. By looking at these locations one can confidently say that you will end up in either location depending on your decesion. Once you have travelled to your destination another decision will present itself to you further progressing you forward and so on and so on. In order for time to stop you have to make no decisions and sit in one place with absolutely nothing happening. As impossible as this seems it could happen if all the world was to come to an end. If the world comes to an end and all life has ceased to exist time has in all retrospect come to a halt. When this happens time will look at itself and have to make a decision of it's own. This decision will be to resume it's existence and recreate another space time continium that will support life or whether to remain irrelevant. I doubt time will want to remain irrelevant so time will look at itself and recreate another world in which time can control the events which will take place. In order for time to do this time will have to change the events in time by adding something somehow to the realm in which it controls. The one thing time needs to set forth a new beginning is the one thing time needed in the past. The only thing needed is a beginning and an end. To begin time will add to the realm a start of life. A simple seed a molecule that will progress and evolve beyond the greatest imagination of even the greatest minds to ever exist. To have an end time only needs something to bring to an end the existance of all the seeds that have been set forth by the one seed time introduced. But why would time do this? The reason is beyond the understanding of the minds of this realm and we will likely never know the reason. All we can do is accept that this is time and time is beyond the comparison of anything we have ever imagined. To understand time you have to understand the actual creation of all which is known to man and for that to happen you would have to become a billion times smarter than we already are. To become a billion times smarter we would have to recreate our own brains to the point of all the brain power and all the computer power ever known to man and although this seems possible I highly doubt that it is. The reason I don't think it's possible is because the laws of the universe won't allow it due to the fact that if you ever where to get that smart you would be smarter than even the being who created the realm in which we live.