There was a place in time when the truth was present. That time has passed and the time for the truth to become present again is upon us. No more waiting. People wonder the real reason for everything in reality to have come to the point it is at. The truth is that the need for all that is here to be the way it is has been a lie. There is no need for the world to be the way it is but people don't realize cause they can't see the world for what it is. The world has become a cold dark place where only the strong live in prosperity. They look to the weak as if it is there own fault for there short comings. They point the finger and lie about the reasons the poor and weak have so little. They act like their success has been earned by hard work and shear determination. This all is a lie. They have taken the resources of the earth and put claim to all that it bears. If you ask for resources they insist that they can't allow you to have the resources cause they haven't been earned. The earth resources aren't for the minority of the people of the world to own and dole out as they seem fit the earth belongs to everybody and all the people should have an equal share. If you tell this to the people who live in abundance they will lie. They would say this can never happen or it just wouldn't work. They say this because they aren't willing to give up their own wealth even though their is plenty to go around. I hope eventually they look at themselves for who they are for they are greedy and very selfish. It pains me to say this but we have been duped by the world governments and the lies they have told us. They favor the wealthy and the minority why they lie and say they are for the majority of the people. I'm sorry but this is a very sad occurrence. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive them as I will. I can forgive almost anything but I can only forgive them after they have paid their penance and repent.

Everyday I come to the same conclusion. The harder you try the faster you die. The faster you die the sooner you go and when you look back at life you'll wander the road that you took and wonder the why as to why you went the way that you did. As I wander the road I look forward with anticipation and look back with remorse. Never again the same mistakes will I make is always in my mind and all the time in my mind I look to the future. As I make the past the distant past and and struggle to make the future the destination I want it to be. My struggles are real but they seem pointless for in the end the destination is always the same. As it grows nearer I wonder what the final destination will be. How long will it be before I reach it and what consequences will be bestowed upon me for the life that I've lead.

I feel today I made a personal gain. I rose from the ashes and became one with the others. We fought to our deaths and when it was over I looked back at it all and knew there was no way I could ever do it again. The time had passed for regrets and I myself had none. The short trip between the two lives was brief and unpleasant. I was here now in my new world with new people and I can't say it was any different. Everything seemed to be the same as before, the only difference being me.