There won't be a moment that I can recall that will bring this period of anxiety to a final end. The truth is that the further along I go the longer it seems I have to wait. Eventually I know it's coming but time is completely at a stand still.

The night is a state of peace and tranquality. There is no movement other than my own. I write to explain the nights significance. Tonight we could have all been saved from our burdens and lifted up to our desireful pletaeus whatever those may be. But there is something holding us back and I can't try to explain to you what I think that is. Everybody has to think for themself and decide their own obstacles they have to over come.

If you look for the future to come around and be a place of fortitude and prosperity you have to look at how this is gonna happen. If you feel like I do you will discover the plan is a plan of substantial gain but is to be manipulated by the person who has the plan. To manipulate a plan is to look at the plan and render the the plan a plan of robust outwardly development that you and you alone can administer. When you administer your plan you have to be entirely sure that your plan can't be thwarted by any opposing opposition. You have to look at the opposition and plan that they will plan to stop your advancements to the best of their ability. Thus a plan that is going to be administered has to have a plan of conditionality if and any event should occur.