I have but the time the time to move slow from now the time moves forward and never goes back. When i look at where the time has gone I realize there is nothing there but a point that has passed. Once you pass a point in time you shall not return to the point. Not now or in the future but  know that somewhere in time that that point does still exist. To go from point to point seems pointless and I have yet to determine the point. I wonder if there is even a point to determine. If you determine there is no point then why would you continue but i guess its not like we even have a choice. Time stops for no man. I guess I will just keep on moving forward through this pointless existance searching for some kind of meaning. I still have to say point or no point it has been quite the experience.  

Today i conquered and beat all adverseries there where to beat. Tomorrow new adversaries will arise. I will be ready, there is never a shortage of enemies who wish to dethrone me from the top of the world. I didn't get here by being passive and yeilding to the oppostion. I got here by defeating them both mentally and physically and in entiriety.

     There was a time when I was in desilute despair. The only thing I had was me myself and I to fall back on. I looked at the person who was my opponent and I knew one of  us was going to die and I was going to do everytrhing I could to make dam sure it wasn't me. I pulled my six shooter from its holster and aimed at the guy looking at me  about 30 yards away. He also went for his gun and in lightning speed he was laid sprawled out on the dirt bleeding and moaning. I had heard a shot but new that it had come from my own gun. He never even got a shot off. I was unscathed and again undeafeted. Anybody who ever tried to kill me was dead and their where over 30 who had tried and failed to kill yours truly.